So, I'm on my school's Student Council. And since our football team is one of the worst in the state, Student Council is kind of a big deal. We have a lot of responsibility, but being that there are only 6-10 officers a class, Student Council is selective, you have to give a speech and campaign, it's crazy, but last year, I decided to run! And won. And I love it, you're involved and you know, and plan, everything that's going on.
I am one of six members of my class, and the other 5 are close to my perception of perfect. It can be hard to be around them! I am the kind of person who hates waking up to do my hair, so most of the time my hair is in a ponytail, but everyday the 4 girls come with their pair either in spiral curls, or perfectly straight hair, plus they can pull off any outfit, and it doesn't hurt that they're healthy skinny, not anorexic. My self esteem takes a hit some days.
So my dilemma is what to do about Winter Formal. They kind of invited me, but it's hard to tell if they did it because I was there, or because they really wanted me to go. I don't want to ask if I can go and them say, well yea, and them talk about me behind my back, but I also don't want them to think I don't want to go, because I really do. SO after all day of mulling it over I have decided to just pull one of them aside and ask, because if there's only one of them, then they can't give each other sideways looks, but also she can tell me what she thinks, and not have to say what the others think. Who knows how it will go, but I'll keep you posted!
I hate high school politics.
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