Single Awareness Day :o

It's Valentines Day.

And it really sucks to be alone on Valentines Day. 

But for an update, I have officially gotten over good hair guy, because him and his girlfriend are practically perfect together, and I have moved on... To two guys...

The first one will be named... Ian. I like Ian, and I have off and on for about four months. But I have no idea if he likes me. We have a class together, and are always together. He is hilarious, and every time we're together we both laugh until we cry! But he's not a touchy-feely kind of guy. We never talk about anything substantial, but we text each other, facebook, hang out, and I'm comfortable around him.

 But we don't have the same friends and have never gone anywhere that wasn't for school together. I don't know how to get him to notice me without going up to him and shouting to him how much I care. But I don't know if I even do care about him as much as I think I do because I don't know him that well... 

And then there's...Kyle. He and I have have been friends since freshman year, and he is amazing. He has had 2 girlfriends and both have broken up with him. His problem is that he is in for a serious relationship and says 'I love you' within the first few months, and his girlfriends have been the type that don't believe in teenage love... go figure.

 He is an amazing boyfriend. He is sweet and caring and isn't afraid to get hurt. He tells how he feels, even if they didn't feel the same way about him. The only problem is he is very open, he tells everyone how he feels, all of the time. When he is in a fight with his girlfriend, he asks for everyone's opinions. I could see myself dating him, and I see that we are compatible, I want someone who is serious and who would be serious enough to start a relationship with and not a fling. I'm not a fling kinda girl. But he is still hung up on his ex and we hang out, but he always talks to me about her and how he misses her, and how he can change for her. It drives me crazy.

And I don't know how to go from being the friend to the girlfriend with either one of them 

Nerd test :)

"Soulmate"-Natasha Beddingfeild :)

So I saw this on another blog, and loved it, she is funnier than me, but I just got new songs from itunes(I know I actually use itunes instead of LimeWire, craziness) and had to do it! 

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Have Fun. (Well, if you insist...)

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY....?

"Gives You Hell" -All American Rejects (Pretty much sums up my day)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

"The Other Side"-Ben Jelen (I guess I can be a little off sometimes)

WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?

"I kissed a Girl"-Katy Perry (Ok, so I have to comply with the shuffle rule, but I promise, I kiss guys, not 

girls, and as you know I am obsessed with hair...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

"Mr. Philosopher"-Ben Jelen (I did use a Ghandi quote today!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

"Mannequin"- Katy Perry 

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

"Crash into me"-Dave Matthews Band

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

"Miserable at best"-Mayday Parade (I hope I'm not that depressing)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

"Poker Face"-Lady Gaga (ok, I don't lie that much...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

"Candle(sick and tired)"-The White Tie Affair (I am exhausted...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR FIRST KISS?

Well, excluded the fact that I have yet to have my first kiss I guess it would be "Goodbye my lover"-James 

Blunt!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

"Lost!"-Coldplay 

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

"Thinking of you"-Katy Perry 

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

"You found me" -The Fray (My favorite band, btw!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

"Womanizer" -Britney Spears (classic)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

"White horse"-Taylor Swift ( well, this song's actually really depressing, so... maybe not?)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

"Just dance"-Lady GaGa (I really don't want my funeral to be all dark and depressing, I want it to be a 

celebration of my life, and the memories I made, so I hope they do)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

"If you seek Amy" Britney Spears (Well just so you know, I don't do that in my spare time, if you still don't get it, say it fast, you'll get it soon enough)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

"Super Massive Black Hole" -Muse (could you imagine eternity in a black hole, I would die)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

"What have we done"-Ben Jelen (that one night... at band camp ;)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

"Burnin up"-Jo Bros (translation: watch Camp Rock and still be amazed at how he is one of the few guys who can rock white skinny jeans)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

"Thats what you get"-Paramore (actually I think they should all get trust funds for putting up with me!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

"Soulmate"-Natasha Beddingfeild (One of the most amazing songs, fantastic lyrics)

The Superbowl XLIII >:|

Let me start out by saying that I am not a sports fan. I don't watch a sport unless it's baseball and I'm with my dad. I occasionally go to school games and talk to my friends, but never just for fun. But yesterday was intense. I went to my friend Paige's cousin's house. They were all either in college or just out of it, and were all drunk by 3 quarter. They were cussing, yelling at the t.v. All of them were Cardinal fans, and the 4 quarter was insane! 

When Roethlisberger made that freaking 100 yard run without being intercepted, and how his feet barely missed the line when he caught the ball in the air... Ahh, I was so pissed, we had it too, when Fitzgerald made that touchdown with only 3 minutes on the clock we were so close to winning it, so close but so far away. And then they didn't even review the play made 15 seconds before the end of the 4 quarter! The refs calling the Cardinals out on rough housing when the Steelers were beating up the Cardinals... 

It was a intense game, the Cardinals put up a fight though, I still wore their colors today. I guess we'll see them there in another, what? 60 years?