Saturday, February 14, 2009

Single Awareness Day :o

It's Valentines Day.

And it really sucks to be alone on Valentines Day. 

But for an update, I have officially gotten over good hair guy, because him and his girlfriend are practically perfect together, and I have moved on... To two guys...

The first one will be named... Ian. I like Ian, and I have off and on for about four months. But I have no idea if he likes me. We have a class together, and are always together. He is hilarious, and every time we're together we both laugh until we cry! But he's not a touchy-feely kind of guy. We never talk about anything substantial, but we text each other, facebook, hang out, and I'm comfortable around him.

 But we don't have the same friends and have never gone anywhere that wasn't for school together. I don't know how to get him to notice me without going up to him and shouting to him how much I care. But I don't know if I even do care about him as much as I think I do because I don't know him that well... 

And then there's...Kyle. He and I have have been friends since freshman year, and he is amazing. He has had 2 girlfriends and both have broken up with him. His problem is that he is in for a serious relationship and says 'I love you' within the first few months, and his girlfriends have been the type that don't believe in teenage love... go figure.

 He is an amazing boyfriend. He is sweet and caring and isn't afraid to get hurt. He tells how he feels, even if they didn't feel the same way about him. The only problem is he is very open, he tells everyone how he feels, all of the time. When he is in a fight with his girlfriend, he asks for everyone's opinions. I could see myself dating him, and I see that we are compatible, I want someone who is serious and who would be serious enough to start a relationship with and not a fling. I'm not a fling kinda girl. But he is still hung up on his ex and we hang out, but he always talks to me about her and how he misses her, and how he can change for her. It drives me crazy.

And I don't know how to go from being the friend to the girlfriend with either one of them 

No comments: